I know I have kept a lot from you.
I know its not fair. 
I know I should tell you.
I know I have to tell you.

Maybe I can tell you some, but not all.
Maybe I can keep it secret just a little longer.
Maybe I can hide it from you more.
Maybe I can get the guts to tell you everything.

Everyday, I wanna tell you.
Everyday, I hope I get the guts to tell you.
Everyday, I feel bad for not telling you.
Everyday I think about you.

Sometimes, I don't want to tell you.
Sometimes, I just want you to know it all.
Sometimes, I wish I never knew you.
Sometimes, I wish you were all mine.

If I had the guts, I would tell you everything.
If I had the guts, I would tell you how much you mean to me.
If I had the guts, I would tell you your the only reason I'm alive.
If I had the guts, I would tell you my biggest secret.

Just knowing that I love you.
Just knowing that you may or may not love me back.
Just knowing that I care.
Just knowing that you probably don't.

Breaks my heart.
Breaks my soul.
Breaks my dreams.
Breaks my life.

If I had you, my life would be complete.
If I had you, my life would be perfect.
If I had you, I would be happy.
If I had you, I wouldn't have to search anymore.

I know I should tell you.
I know its not fair.
I know I have kept a lot from you.
I know I should tell you.

But, I don't have the guts, 
The guts to tell you I love you,
The guts to tell you your the reason I'm alive,
The guts to tell you,
I need you in my life.